Showing posts with label horror. Show all posts
Showing posts with label horror. Show all posts

Thursday, May 10, 2012

I give up for now

I can't seem to get a handle on Blood of an Enemy.  It doesn't want to go where I want it to so, I'm scrapping it for now.  It's aggravating to me not to be able to express in writing what I am seeing in my head.

So, what now?  I have the germ of an idea for a story called Soul Reaver and another I haven't titled yet.  There's also Demon in Disguise that needs to be put on the computer still.  I finally found the other half of the story so I need to get it done.  I have to work the next three days, but I think I can put in some time on it Saturday and Sunday and during my days off.  I'll let you know how it goes.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Blood of an Enemy Update - 2/25

I am now up to 62 handwritten pages on this story.
I am writing roughly 10 pages a day in between orientation and training for work, as well all the things I have to do at home.  So far, the flow of the story is still going strong.  I can't not work on it or I get antsy feeling I've left something important undone.  This is a good thing.  I actually was in the middle of a good scene when I had to leave for work on Friday but happily, I was able to return to where I left off when I got home, finishing the scene in the same energy as I'd begun it.
Once this week of training is done, I'll only be working weekends so I'll be able to more fully focus on my writing.  I am already thinking of cover art ideas.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

18 February 2012

I didn't meet my writing quota yesterday so I am working twice as hard today - just not right now.
I added some more songs to my playlist yesterday, and I'm going to add more in the coming week as I listen to more music a friend is recommending to me.

I took my drug test day before yesterday at Lowe's, and I am having to wait 3-5 days to get the results back.  I am looking forward to working again, and I don't care what position I end up getting or how many hours I get.  I just care about working again so I can reach my goal with my writing eventually.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Writing Update/Playlist

Writing Update

My playlist is not complete, but there are enough songs on it to help me write. I have written 10 pages on Blood of an Enemy so far.  I've finally found my flow with it, and I'm pleased with the results I'm getting.  I plan to write more on the story today, get at least another 10 pages or so on it.  I'd like to get the rough draft done, completely, in about a month's time.

Playlist
The following is what I've got going on my playlist right now.

The Wolf Inside - Blind Guardian
Blood In My Eyes - Disturbed
I Stand Alone - Godsmack
Incubus - Kamelot
Black Halo - Kamelot
If I Close My Eyes Forever - Ozzy Osbourne
Reise, Reise - Rammstein
The Abyss In Your Eyes - Stratovarius
Ein Kleiner Mensch - Rammstein
Live and Let Die - Guns N Roses
I'm Alive - Helloween
Follow the Sign - Helloween
Where the Rain Grows - Helloween
Death Tone - Manowar
Metal Daze - Manowar
World Coming Down - Type O Negative
Pyretta Blaze - Type O Negative
Day Tripper - medley by Type O Negative
All Hallows Eve - Type O Negative
Chained to You - Savage Garden
Chain Gang, Bang Bang - Neon Garden
Silence of the Darkness - Kamelot
I Don't Care - Apocalyptica
Burn - Apocalyptica

I am going through my Ayreon and more Blind Guardian to see if I'm going to add any from them.  I'm also looking at Adagio.


Jordan mentioned how many writers are using playlists to write by, and I have to agree with him.  Most of the writers I've talked to over the years have mentioned having music they write by.  It gives us a sound track of sorts.  I use the music to help me stay focused on my story, keeping me in the mood and mindset.  I am picky about the songs I choose, and it's the music more than the words that stir me.  I can't understand Rammstein but I love the music and the sound of their voices.

Let me know if you use a playlist and what bands you choose to have on them.








Friday, February 10, 2012

Blood of a Friend Excerpt


Tammy flicked a piece of lint off the lapel of her pale gray silk jacket and adjusted the weight of the Ruger handgun nestled in a holster against her ribs. Her club, Night Haven, catered to a wide variety of people, alive and dead, and she wanted to make sure she was prepared should anything untoward happen.
The club was stylish and elegant, the perfect place to impress the someone special in your life. It was popular with patrons of all ages as well. The outer door, resembling the front door to someone's suburban home with its frosted cut-glass window and brass doorknob, sat square in the middle of Night Haven's chalet-style facade. It opened into a short foyer. The foyer, carpeted and lit by recessed ceiling lights, ended in an open doorway. The doorway centered on a metal line where the wooden dance floor and the carpeted seating area met, neatly halving the sizeable room within. To the left of the doorway was the dance floor with its stage and DJ booth twenty feet away, against the far wall. The flooring was buff, honey colored parquet done in a diamond pattern. It was protected by layers of clear, glossy enamel that gleamed in the overhead lighting.
To the right of the doorway were the bar and the carpeted seating area. The bar itself, started two feet from the doorway and extended parallel to the front wall ten feet before terminating five feet from the far wall. It was made of solid mahogany and shone with years of gentle cleaning and polishing of the wood. Occupying the rest of this carpeted area were fourteen tables with four comfortable chairs apiece. There was plenty of room between them for mingling or simply standing around. Light came from the massive chandeliers hanging on chains anchored to the two-story high ceiling. Each one dripped with pear shaped prisms which danced light off the walls and each other.
Speakers, attached to chains embedded in the pale wine colored walls, crouched in the corners of the room. Each was huge, black and state-of-the-art technology. Straddling the line that separated the room roughly into halves was a staircase made of clear plexi-glass. They led up to the suite of offices one-story above the dance floor. The offices covered two-thirds of the area above the dancers, and a pillar of wine colored concrete supported the fourth corner. Underneath the offices, attached to the bottom, hung small chandeliers, copies of the larger ones. They hung from chains as well, and they managed to clear eight and a half feet from the floor.
It was a simple yet artistic layout , and Tammy was very proud of it. Tammy's eyes swept possessively over the gaudily dressed crowd who were enjoying themselves in her club that night. She smiled with satisfaction as she mentally counted heads.
Business is definitely good tonight. she thought to herself. I should see a profit for this month almost certainly.
 She could feel the energy of the crowd like a living thing. She reveled in it, feeling energized. Moving through the seating area, a movement from the foyer caught her wandering attention. She frowned at the newcomer who, by his dress, was clearly out of place in her establishment. The man, for he was clearly male, was a thin Caucasian. He was dressed in a white tee shirt, black jeans held up by a black studded leather belt, and a pair of dusty biker boots finished off the whole outfit. The ensemble was a marked contrast to the more stylish clothing worn by the other patrons of Night Haven.
Tammy disliked the way his limp blonde hair simply hung in thick strands about his bony shoulders. She definitely didn't like the bloodshot whites of his washed out blue eyes her mage sight allowed her to see clearly from where she stood across the room from him.
Damn junkie! She thought. I don't need the likes of him in here ruining my reputation for a classy place.
She stepped over to one of her bouncers who was positioned close by.
 "That's Blake." he told her, seeing the look of inquiry on her face before she cocked her head at the newcomer. "He's been warned about hunting in here. A minor mishap that Alex took care of and didn't think you needed to be told about. It really wasn't a big deal."
 He shrugged apologetically, and Tammy only nodded. "Thanks Edward." she murmured, continuing to watch the blonde.
 He headed for an older man surrounded by a bevy of men and women, all of them young and beautiful. Tammy recognized this older man as one of the regular patrons of her club. His honey gold skin and tawny hair, styled in waves about his face and shoulders, highlighted his distinct feline features.
Tammy couldn't help admiring the light brown casual sports coat he wore over a lovely tan turtleneck. The coat was neatly buttoned over his middle in an attempt to minimize the girth, which was decidedly out of proportion with his average height. She couldn't see that this maneuver was helping any, but the coat still looked good.
 Tammy glanced over yet another man in the club. This one lounged at the solid mahogany bar directly across the room from her, and he had an air of command about him. Standing well over six feet tall, thin as a rail and dark as rich Columbian coffee, he wore a sapphire blue silk shirt, white dress pants and shiny black dress shoes. His jet black hair was cropped close to his head, and several gold earrings hung from one ear. As his startling green eyes met hers, Tammy smiled inwardly at her best friend. She cocked her head at Blake who was almost to the feline man now.
"Watch him Alex." she bade her friend in a whisper, knowing his keen vampiric hearing would allow him to hear her.
Alex nodded in reply before allowing his gaze to slide away from her to the man in question. Tammy mentally shrugged off the seductive tingle of Alex's immense preternatural power just as it sent tiny bolts of lightening along her spine, raising the short hairs all over her body. She casually strolled closer to the two men she was watching, so she could hear their discussion.
 "Is she here, Claw?" the blonde man, Blake, asked the older gentleman. His voice was husky with the drugs in his system and his own, barely controlled, eagerness. "You said you'd bring her with you."
 "Easy now, Blake. Seela is here, so chill. How's about a drink with me, to seal our little deal?" the feline man, Claw, replied, his voice a silken purr.
Blake shakily sat down across the table from Claw. "Does she really handle well?" the young man demanded. Claw poured him a shot of golden whiskey and grinned broadly, showing pointed teeth.
"My kind has a higher tolerance for pain that yours, and they're much harder to kill as well." he assured Blake, sounding smug and superior. "I can guarantee you'll enjoy many long hours of pleasure with her."
Blake snatched up the glass before him and downed the contents in one gulp, his body trembling all the while. "I'd like to get her and go now." he said, glancing around nervously.
Standing at a table nearby, Tammy noticed the distressed looks on the faces of the group around Claw. She wasn't too keen on how they kept touching each other, almost as if seeking reassurance from the contact. She knew they were shape-shifters from their visits to the club in the past, and she recognized their movements as fear. One young woman in particular looked scared to death, and those nearest her stood close by, protectively.
Seela drew those around her closer as Claw held up a hand. Terror froze her body, and she moaned softly. A small part of her noted the club's owner, Tammy, moving to a table closer to the group. She looked like, to Seela, she was just greeting the customers seated there. Her spirits fell further, no help would come from her.
"It's time to go, Seela." her leader, Claw, announced now. She looked up from where she had just hid her face in the chest of a thin young man, and she brushed curly dark red hair over one of her narrow shoulders with a shaky hand.
"No, Claw." she moaned, despair written on her fine and delicate features.
Those around her shifted nervously, and their nervousness tasted salty on her tongue. The heavy set man made a fist with his still raised hand, and his anger crashed over her like a wave. She cringed, wide-eyed. "Don't defy me, Girl." he snarled, never looking at her." You're mine until you leave this club with Blake, and I will not tolerate disobedience, not even now."
 Horrified, Seela fell to her knees beside him, unmindful of the way her gold halter dress rose high on her thighs. "Please, Claw!" she pleaded with him, on the verge of tears. "Don't make me go with him!"

What Have I Been Doing Since Last Post

to be honest I've not been doing much beyond looking for work and searching for inspiration.

I read over the 40 pages I wrote of Blood of an Enemy, and I hate every last syllable I wrote!  It's all drivel.  I've tossed it out and now I'm putting together a playlist of songs to help me start over - once I find my inspiration again.

I'm going to start reading Machiavelli's The Prince tonight since it was recommended to me by a good friend.  He actually mentioned it a long time ago, but I just got the book so...anyway.

I've been rereading Agatha Christie and Laurell K Hamilton.  I may start a list of the books I've read just to share with you all my crazy taste in literature. :-)

I've decided to post excerpts of the books and poetry collections of the books I currently have on the market here and on my website.  I hope this generates interest in my work because to be quite honest, I could use the money from the sales.

Keep checking back since I might have found myself a job :-)  I have to do something to survive until I become a well known author lol

Monday, December 12, 2011

Facebook Pages

I have pages for all five of my published books on Facebook.  These pages will be updated as things happen, like the edition changing triggering a lowering of the price of said book.  I'll also post about planned sequels and additions to the books these events relate to.  I may make a page just for announcing things I do that are directly related to my books such as book signings and such.

I'll also publish these events here on my blog, of course.  I'll post my facebook page links in the blogs to come.  I'm job hunting today.

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Blood of an Enemy Update

I needed to do a rewrite of the first part of the story because I wasn't happy with it.  I'm now only 14 handwritten pages along, but I am working on it.  I hope to have it completely done and sent to my publisher by May 2012.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Update on Blood of an Enemy - sequel to Blood of a Friend

I handwrite all my books until the final product that I then put onto the computer.  I've always done my creative process this way.  Writing them out longhand helps me to really think about what I want to say.

This said, I've managed to fill 12 college ruled pages, front and back.  I use college ruled paper because I write small and feel more comfortable with the narrower spacing on the pages.  I'm going to try to make this novella longer than the first by a good 20 pages, depending on where the story leads me.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

New Beginnings

These first posts are always the hardest.  What do you say? 

I'm an author, as I stated in my profile.  I've been writing since I was 11 years old, and I published my first set of books a couple of years ago.  I'm currently working on two books, and both are going slow since I had to move from Illinois where I've been living for the past 7 years, back to Texas where I was born and raised. 

I write mostly fantasy, but I have tried my hand at poetry, romance, and gothic horror.

I enjoy reading a great deal.  It lets me see what the competition is up to.  I post reviews on Goodreads.com from time to time.  I plan on doing it on here a great deal.  If you have something you'd like me to read and review, let me know.  I'll read most anything.

I'm 41,married and the mother of 2 boys.  I like cats but don't own any at present.  I'm an eclectic person, I like a great many things. 

If you have any questions, feel free to ask.  I'll feel free to answer or not, depending on the question.

Here's to looking at a bright new future with all of you readers and bloggers!